Procrastination likes me, I swear..
But, anyways. Thanks to you guys who have recently watched me. I will thank you all individually..
Things aren't so good lately.
I know! I complain too much, and I'm sorry. I try not to. But I need somewhere to vent.. And I don't like doing it on Facebook so I run to you guys.
I'm really stressed from school. And I feel like there's something wrong with me. (Not like an illness or anything) But I seem to be putting a lot of people off and annoying people recently..
Plus I've been more irritable. I'm getting angry really easily.
I try to be happy at school. At least I see my friends at school.
But I'm starting to get really.. I don't exactly know. Lonely. I don't know what to do with myself.
My emotions are all over the place. I've always been an easy crier. But.. Recently the slightest memory or something sends me into a fit. I had to go in my closet last week to cry to myself because I was embarrassed.
And.. I was told that one of my old friends tried/was having thoughts of suicide. Not an easy thing to deal with. I wrote her a letter.. I don't know if she got it. If she read it. If she will respond or talk to me. She might not be ready. But her mom sent out an e-mail and now she's on high-alert suicide watch.
My older half-sister's mom committed suicide.
I don't want to see how it feels to have someone close to you commit suicide. I just feel kind of fragile right now.
I know a few of you have made some requests from me but I am sorry that I don't think I can do that now.
I don't really feel ready to do art.. I am losing motivation.
Sorry for so many numerous delayed responses to comments, etc. but I think that delay is going to go on even more now. I can't do it right now.
I need a hug. I want to hug someone but I still feel kind of empty.
I'm just going through the motions again.
Thanks to all of you who wished me an early happy birthday. I really appreciate it.
Here's to later.
~DTN






At least you don't have rehearsal EVERYDAY until 6:00 PM for the next three weeks, right?
You're too awesome to be depressed! Go and watch Anohana or something and be happy! I hate seeing you upset!
Cheer up, okay? If you ever need someone to talk to, come find me, kay?
You're amazing! Don't forget it!
(As you can see, I'm very SLOW at responding.)
But I know what you mean. TGISB!
Thank goodness it's Spring Break!
And happy early birthday! (How did I forget OTL)
And thanks ;D It's no trouble at all